OMG!! Today was fantastic... it's like the best day ever since... ... ... SO LONG AGO!! It's like, Auntie Amanda and I went for a Jap lunch then we went for movies! Hehe... we watched "Just Married". And I tell ya... that show was HILARIOUS! And one new thing I've found out... it's that, Brittany Murphy looks like MEG RYAN! Wahaha... like, oh man... this is so cool. And the way she laughed, she sounded and looked so so cute! Wahaha... and we each bought a top... and a pair of shades... cool huh? We even took neoprint with them. Woohoo! I love it.
Apart from everything, I felt so free and my-old-self today! It's like, I used the slang I used to talk to people with, we did whatever I always did... bought the shirt that I always thought was cool... and I bought shades that looked so onz on me!? Wahaha... things just cant get any better for me now. Ah well, the next thing I gotta do is to get water to drink and start studying. Sigh.. but i'm all boosted! Hehe...
=free again=
the dead one, 06:33.
Okie, I just chatted on the phone with Amanda. Haha it's nice to talk to someone from school, after so long! And she's the only other person who the kind of slang I have... wahaha which makes it damn cool. Well, at least she doesn't sound like a typical St Josephian. It's quite cool, in a sense. Ah well, after crapping so much with my crazy "auntie", I guess I gotta start doing some work. Cause I'll be out with her for the whole day tomorrow? Had quite a fine day...
the dead one, 06:03.
It's Good friday today. The day Christ died. Went for mass at 1030 this morning at St Annes. Feeling "refreshed" after mass. Here's what I heard and I think it's good for everyone who would read it: Imagine you're at home one day and you've got nothing better to do, other than watering the plants. While you were watering the plants, your new neighbour who just moved in a week before comes out of the house to water her plants. And you asked her, "Hello... so, what are you gonna do for this long weekend?" and she answered, "I'm going for a service at my church. What about you?" she asked. And you replied with a laugh, "Nothing? I'm probably gonna laze around and get some groceries if I am short of them." Then she asks you again, "Why dont you come with my husband and I to our church service?" And out of curiosity, you agreed. The day came. And three of you sat in your neighbour's car and rode off to the church. When you entered the church, to your astonishment, you didn't find an alter. The only thing that was placed at front of the congrigation was an electric-chair. You felt disgusted. But on the other hand, you were curious. So you asked someone sitting along the ailes, "Why are you praying to an electric-chair?" and she replied smiling, "A politician... blah blah... died on an electric chair. And we all respect him. We pray to him because everytime we come here, he will shower abundance of love on us."
Well, ya see... Jesus was crucified and the non-believers who doesn't know Him, they may think it's brutal and disgusting to pray to someone who was crucified on the cross. It's reality. But, we pray to Him because, we know why He was crucified. He died for us. And we should always remember that! =)
Here's another: Princess Alice, daughter of Queen Victoria II, had a 4 yr old child. One day, her beloved son fell ill. And the disease he had contracted was highly contagious. The Princess was warned not to be near her son. She always stood at the far end of her son's room and stared at the door but she couldn't go in. It was heart wrenching for a mother to leave her child alone when he's so sick and dying. One day, as usual, she stood at the same end while the nurses went into the child's room to attend to him. Then she heard her son whispering to the nurse, "Why doesn't my mom come and give me kisses anymore?" This time, her tears rolled uncontrollably down her red hot cheeks. And she ran straight into her son's room and hugged him. She kissed him all over. About 2 weeks later, both of them died. And their bodies were buried on the same day.
Do you think it's was foolish of her? Or did you feel that it was the power of Love? She did it out of Love. And nothing done in Love, is foolish.
Hehe! Impressive isn't it?
I didn't plan to do anything this lent. Didn't restrain myself from sinning. Feel so imperfect. But ya know what? Jesus had planned something for me. He knew I had to forgive some people. And I had forgiven my cousin. I am bearing no grudge against him! YAY!
the dead one, 00:06.
Strawberry: 30/100 Pear: 20/100 Banana: 60/100 Tomato: 20/100 Lemon: 0/100
Take the What Fruit Are You? test by Ellen and Aaron!
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You are the most universal mythical beast ever. Sightings of the unicorn have been reported from all over the world, even in these modern times. Unicorns are pure and incurruptible. In China, unicorns symbolised gentleness, good will, and wisdom. Christianity links the unicorn with Christ. It is said that unicorns would only allow virgin girls to see them, let alone touch them. They were easily lured into fatal ambushes by a virgin with some potchers waiting for the unicorn in nearby bushes. A unicorn's horn was a highly prised possesion, which was reputed to have great healing capabilities. With the touch of its horn, a unicorn could bring back a person who had been dead for several hours. But when disattached from the unicorn's body, the magic was suggnificantly reduced and could only protect against poison. The unicorn had the body of a horse, a unique spirling horn, and a lion's tail. They were pure white in color. Congradulations, you are a rarity amoung mythical beasts. There aren't enough of people like you in the world.
What mythical beast best represents you? Take the quiz!
| I am the Siren A man is often secretly oppressed by the role he has to play - by always having to be responsible, in control, and rational. The Siren is the ultimate male fantasy figure because she offers a total release form the limitations of his life. In her presence, which is always heightened and sexually charged, the male feels transported to a realm of pure pleasure. In a world where women are often too timid to project such an image, learn to take control of the male libido by embodying his fantasy. Symbol: Water. The song of the Siren is liquid and enticing, and the Siren herself is fluid and ungraspable. Like the sea, the Siren lures you with the promise of infinite adventure and pleasure. Forgetting past and future, men follow her far out to sea, where they drown. |
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polite_society the dead one, 07:08.
Seems like my mood has been swinging up and down alot lately. *Sigh* aint a good sign... but still, Ms Teo made me feel so much better and so much more optimistic again! Hee... is that sweet or what? Man... I miss her alot... =X school is so boring without Ms Teo! We used to pop our heads in her room and talk to her. But now, we can't. Seems like some old-chinafied teacher is taking her homeroom. Blah...
I've been thinking alot lately... I dont know why! Ah well, my mind keeps straying to all the hurts I've been through since the beginning of the year. It's as if a nasty spell had been cast on me. Haa. Well, whatever it is... I'm glad that I'm not so affected by it these days. Though I may seem like I've gone total-insanity, I'm excepting it F.I.N.E! Hee. I may have been so so moody towards [it], but it's all for the sake of [it's] attention! Duh. This will be my last stage to get over [it]: Independance. Must be like Ms Teo... wahaha! She's a very independant girl. That's what she always say! Haha... well, good on her. I wish I could be like her... to be happy all the time! Hehe, that'll be so beautiful. Lalala... well, I'm gonna be me. That's the most impt thing for me now.
To be me, I must get new clothes! Haha... I'm so deprived of new clothes, new movies... argh... this is so irritating! I wish I could get my ass into a cinema. Man... and I am dying to have outings with my friends! Unfortunately, I can't... and this is all due to SARS.
=if there's a will, there's a way=
the dead one, 04:18.
It's such a terrible day today! I felt so frustrated the moment I woke up. It's like, I still had tons of work for me to complete? And when I finally completed my English, I have Chinese and Art to do! Goodness... Art!! Can you imagine? Everyone knows that I hate Art. I'm a sucker in Art... goodness...
The best part is, the person whom I want to talk to doesnt seem like [it's] listening? Ya know, it gets so so irritating when the person you wanna talk to is always so busy and away? Like forever? And I'm like waiting for [it] to just spare me 10min of full-blow!! ARGH!! Fuck. This is crap. I dont know why I get upset for no reason and I dont know why I feel like cry either. Maybe it's still square one... maybe it's just about the same old story some of you may have heard. But c'mon, face it... I may not be totally over the fact that I lost every single true-love I had.
I was like the centre of all attention... all the time! Esp when mama was still alive. I was like a princess sitting next to the grand dutches *see, I dont even know howda spell it, what a fool.*! Gosh... and now, I'm like NOBODY. I'm just a commoner... although I dont behave like one... maybe, I'm more of an Alien... or an unknown species of... a dog? Ok, that makes me a BITCH. Right, is this making anyone feel any better? I dont know how I want you guys to react... but I need no sympathy. Not from [it], especially. But I dont wanna be ignored either.
=LoNeR=
the dead one, 06:49.
