Friday, May 02, 2003

It's been almost a week since I posted an entry! Woohoo... well, I've finally found the time to post one now. My exams starts in hmm... let's just say a week from now!? So soon right!? I'm not even half-prepared for anything... going to school at this point is a waste of time! More revision worksheets comes in and it affects my revision schedule. Sigh... this is life of a student huh.

Well, it's been quite a week for me. The ups and downs ain't so bad anymore. After my mum told Servos that I cried! Now the whole class knows about it! Wow. Oh well, at least I get the amount of respect I deserve. I was in cathechism class the other day and Bazil was lecturing about "what Easter means to us". He kinda told us his story back in one of the Easter periods when he kinda had this huge crisis goin' on... and he really wanted to give up on his job and find another. His wife advised his to tell his boss that he can't manage this whole project that had been posted to him. And so, he did. His boss is an American or something... and somehow, his vocabulary is very much limited to only the "F" word... wahahaha! =X But amazingly, he listened to Bazil and kinda helped him out. Like whoa... well, Bazil's point of telling us that was to give us an example of Jesus rising us up each time we're in a crisis or whenever we fall. So I guess Jesus rose me up after all that "class population poll" thing. And the stress I hadda struggle.

Last night, was my first night returning to YIG's session. So many things ran through my head during the whole intercessory. During Rosary, flashes of mama's funeral ran in my head a million times... and when prayers were lifted up, it's like almost all the sins and repentance are the sins I've commited! *Guilty* Hehe... anw, I met this new girl who came along with us for intercession. Her name's Geraldine... she's quite a nice girl... wahaha... lotssa details to fill in... but, I guess I can't... concerns about somebody's privacy. And TOO many people are visiting my bloggie... woohoo! Wahaha... scarely no one is... haha! Oh well... as I was saying about Geraldine. She's one of those who can sing! Ah man... wahaha... dont tell me I'm gonna get intimidated again. Wahaha... nah... I don't think so... but she does remind me of [her] though. Oh well, WHO CARES? I'm me... wahaha...

I bought a CD last weekend before cathechism class... the lyrics are quite cool. At least it helped me look at myself in a different POV. I've decided to post one here each time I find that it relates to me. So, here it is!



It's been a hard year
But I'm climbing out of the rubble
These lessons are hard
Healing changes are subtle
But everyday it's

Less like tearing, more like building
Less like captive more like willing
Less like beakdown, more like surrender
Less like haunting, more like remember

And I feel You here
And You're picking up the pieces
Forever faithful
It seemed out of my hands, a bad situation
But You are able
And in Your hands the pain hurt
Look less like scars and more like character

Less like prison more like my room
Less like casket more like a womb
Less like dying more like transcending
Less like fear, less like an ending!

And I feel You here
And You're picking up the pieces
Forever faithful
It seemed out of my hands, a bad situation
But You are able
And in Your hands the pain and hurt
Look less like scars

Just awhile ago
I couldn't feel the power or the hope
I couldn't cope, I couldnt feel a thing
Just a little while back
I was desperate, broke laid out
Hoping You would come

And I need You
And I want You here
And You're picking up the pieces
Forever faithful
It seemed out of my hands, a bad bad situation
But You are able
And in Your hands the pain and hurt
Look less like scars
And in Your hands the pain and hurt
Look less like scars and more like character


the dead one, 21:27.


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