You are very independent. You let nothing stand in
Was too beat to come in last night to fill an entry. Watched "What A Girl Wants" with Manda mei yesterday. It was bomb man! Haha I really enjoyed myself in he show! Amanda Bynes was fantastic! She's got such a pretty face, tall figure and cute! The show almost made me cry when she couldn't have her "Father-and-Daughter" dance! Then I started thinking about myself... and how much I'd miss at my wedding and at my 18th birthday without my "Father-and-daighter" dance. But then again, I wouldn't wanna dance with the man whom I've got his d.n.a... I'm not keen to. I don't wanna see him at my wedding nor at my 18th bitherday either. I thought about having a dance with Marco Dardie! Haha... I pray he doesnt mind... I really really wanna have a dance with him... he's like my real daddy!? Oh man... that'll be so cool! Haha... then in the night, I went for Fr William Goh's last talk. I think it was rather like an English lesson. That's how I feel... he taught us about "paradoxical joy" is the kinda joy we get from God. Anw, those of you who are wondering or contemplating what's "paradoxical", here's the defination:
paradoxical - something paradoxical involves 2 facts or qualities which contradict each other.
Hehe... here ya go! So, it means... we often find His joy in sorrows. =)
Okie dok, I think I gtg... lotssa stuff to complete because we'll be out for big bro's bdae celebration tml! Woohoo!
[living in a paradoxical joy]
the dead one, 00:18.
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What the hell is wrong with me? I've been coughing for days, on-off flu and feeling tired most of the time... sigh... what is the problem? School's been really crappy ever since 10 girls were caught cheating in the exams. Every teacher that comes into class passes humiliating remarks! And from what I eavedropped, the teachers are still investigating on more cases of cheat that happened in my class. Man, so many innocent parties were blamed for no apparent reason... wow! It's not fair to those who played their roles with their head on their shoulders. The class's reputation has been tarnished. Arman made things worse by calling on for Ms Chan to come in and lecture us like toddlers! I felt like an idiot ok... sigh... plus, she called me s superwoman!? She said, "do you think you're a superwoman and you do not need to hold on to your thermometer while taking your temperature?" the, she pushed my thermometer further into my mouth and poked my under-tongue! Bloody hell... what's her problem? =S Teachers these days are getting nonsensical and illogical.
Told Hazie, Reze and Nicolette some stuff today at recess... I regret saying it... it's like, it wasn't exactly the TRUTH. I wish I had just kept my bloody mouth shut!? And why do I always feel sleepy? *Not thinking straight* English lessons was kinda alright for me today. I kinda realize what abstract noun is..? Haha... crap! Anw, I pray I did well for English. Science was so interesting!.. Cuz we got to watch a show about cloning humans... hehe... so cool right? =S Ah well...
I'm starting to get so worried... saw Mitch studying like hell every recess! Makes me feel so intimidated and threatened... there are so many muggers out there! I can never get into a trip-science class with such peeps around...
=I'm not perfect, that's why I'm a perfectionist=
the dead one, 03:13.
Went with geriK to alvin's grandmama's funeral wake. Man... during the teochew prayer, I could see flashbacks of mama's funeral wake too! I felt so weak and I just wanted to see mama at the columbarium. I miss her alot. After the prayers. geriK started crying and ya know, crying is contagious!!! Yah... so I cried as well... man, I dont know why... I just miss mama like crazy... I just wanna see her again and have a meal with her. =S This is insanity. Ah well... here's a mail my "idol" sent to me:
Several months ago, I read an article about a 22 year old, successful young lady who died a premature death in a plane crash. The more I read this article, the heavier my heart became because she died in the midst of her formative years. Equally tear-jerking was the fact that she died before completing a book that she was writing - before completing her final chapter.
Right now, your book is being written -- and you are the author.
Every moment that passes, every day that appears and vanishes, your pages are being written. Every word you speak, every action you take -- shapes page after page in your book of life. How you live and how you treat others also shape the pages of your book -- from cover to cover.
In retrospect, perhaps the beginning of your book may not have been written well, because of mistakes, or unwise decisions -- but you can finish a bestseller. You can finish a bestseller, because you are the starring character and you, by your present and future actions, control how the final chapters of your book will read. You can finish as the winner by doing the things that you love and not taking your life, or others for granted.
Start a new chapter today - a chapter that would give you and others a delight to read. Enjoy who you are and what you do. Keep writing and live life to the fullest.
How does your book read thus far -- and -- what will your FINAL chapter say?
Peace out!
the dead one, 08:23.
Hung out with "auntie" Amanda today. We had lunch at Parco and we went to cineleisure for a movie. Damn the movie sucked. I thought I could have just stayed for a horror movie with her, since she really wanted to catch one. Sigh, I couldnt even sit for 30 min! Can you imagine? I don't think it was that freaky, maybe it was because it's the kind that will shock you out of the blue. Amanda screamed so loudly ok! Man... and it seemed satanic to me. I dont know if it is... but there was a crucifix in the hole that the first couple fell into. Damn gross! The guy fell into the hole first and he fell directly through the rock scultured knife pointed upwards. Man... and that's all I know... haha! I am gonna cancel the movie with Jesseca for "darkness falls" on wednesday. I don't think I'll stay for long in that movie either. I will never watch another horror movie!!!
I bought a very pretty batik dress today... =) really pretty! It's black and the seam has purple dyed flowers! =) I'm so excited to wear it out! I think I look so good in it! Haha...
But then again, I'm quite upset that I lost my purse... =( I've got my ez link inside and 20 bucks! And on top of that, I've gotta pay for my skirt tml. Man, I'm so sad... ah well, I shouldnt brood over it... no good for my health. I will search for it tml at the bus terminal. And hopefully I find it.
I feel funny after watching that little bit of "the gathering". Man... it sucked! I kinda felt bad that "aunt" hadda come out with me... wasted money... sigh! But... I'm glad we did! =) Owe her one. Haha... =X
the dead one, 08:45.
Today was really pleasant. Mass was really quite fruitful. It kinda links with the past week's quote. Last week's quote was: Jesus is the Branch and we are the vines. As of this week, it's: We are created in the image of God. If God is love, we are also love. Anw, during the sign of peace, marco dardie turned to make a sign of peace to me!!! Yay!!! Haha... he looks so cute!!! =P Bleargh... that's my daddy what... duh?! Hehe... he served mass today... and like usual, he's the tallest. Haha... love my dardie so much... wahaha... *shit sprouting nonsense*
I hung out with girlfriend (therese) after cathechism... hehe, we went to cp for lunch and shopped for my skirt! I bought a ring and duh, found da skirt! But I only paid the deposit... cause I didnt have enough cash with me. After that, we're sitting at orange julius when we beeOd this trio-guys. Haha! The guy in blue was SO CUTE! Omg... he's got the attitude dude!... shucks man... I wish I had the guts to ask for his number can? Haha... jk jk... =P
Okie, besides all that girls' stuff, Alvin's grandmama passed away today. I feel so sad for him and his family. Mama's death is still freshly imprinted in my mind. I can never forget how kor Anthony cried at the door... and I can never forget the funeral. Sigh... I can imagine how much pain Susan jie is feeling. We all gotta keep praying for the soul of their grandmama...
the dead one, 07:42.
your way, and you never, ever do something you
don't want to do just to fit in. You like to
enjoy life, and you have a very healthy view of
the world.
How independent are you?
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the dead one, 02:28.
