Sheesh, another fangirl. Well, I dont blame you.
How can any woman resist a sexy body, and the
ruggedness that is Wolverine? Hes a loner by
nature, a heavy drinker, and is plagued by
memories of his past...or lack thereof. It may
take time to work your way into his heart, but
when you do, he'll do anything for his woman.
Just be careful, he has a tendency to stab
people in his sleep. ^_^;;
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and maddie was saying I should call myself "Logan"... and she thinks the name is sweet! cuz it sounds like longan... LAME!
the dead one, 03:06.
1) math review worksheetfinally!!!
2) literature workbook
haa... took so long just to finish the bloody worksheet... yeeks! I need more practice on math... I'm DEprovin'! there's so much stuff to do by this holidays! I'm so stressed out... bloody hell... for the next weeks, I'll hafta squeeze in plenty of PJ meetings in-between those outings. argh! and I've yet to grab hazel and ally-darlin's bdae prez? when was their bdae man? ha, sheesh! I'm sucha terror... kinda mooned around yest... did nothing but sleep?! haha what a zhu right?
chit chatted with toi last evening. hehe we talked quite abit and felt like we've gotten closer. I pray she can go on tuesday man! and xuan might be cmg along too! haha so happy... I miss them all so much! miss doing all the silliest acts with them. laughing so loudly like nobody's business + making the most hilarious reaction + gossiping = 6hopers!
haha what am I celebrating at this hour man? sheesh... ya know, it's been so long since I wrote a dedication into 98.7fm... I feel like doing one just for The Hopers of 2001! and I've already a song in mind... guess what? "A Moment Like This" by Kelly Clarkson! wahaha... ok, I think I'm gonna post the lyrics here first... then i'm gonna find the time to do the dedication letter! hehe... here goes!:
"A Moment Like This" by Kelly Clarkson
Verse:
What if I told you
it was all meant to be
would you believe me
would you agree
it's almost that feelin
that we've met before
so tell me that you dont think I'm crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now
CHORUS
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this
some people search forever
for that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's hapenning to me
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this
Verse:
Everything Changes
but beauty remains
something so tender
I can't explain
well I may be dreamin
but still lie awake
can we make this dream last forever
and I'll cherish all the love we share
CHORUS
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this
some people search forever
for that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's hapenning to me
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this
BRIDGE
could this be the reign of love above
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
so let me tell you this
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this
ENDING CHORUS
Some people spend two lifetimes
for a moment like this
some people search forever
for that one special kiss
oh I can't believe it's happening to me
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment
like this
Oh, like this
some people search forever oh yeah
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment
like this.
the dead one, 10:43.
ok, today is play-day! played "snap", "happy family" and some uloo game I've nvr seen before. and the best part was, I kept getting slapped by that kid! haha some kinda nanny I was?! it was really painful... even though I didnt make any comments! he even stepped on my foot! OUCH! haha ya know what? suddenly it dawned me that it's really hard to handle kids... I give up! man... I'm keeping my fingers corssed that my future-husband wouldant want any kids... haha... sounds quite impossible is it?
didn't go with marco daddy in the end because I realized that I was gonna be the only girl who was gonna be there. it's really weird. hehe but ah well, seeing too much of him will make me feel queerer! bleargh... anw, I'm happy the way I am... don't wanna mess up! from tonight onwards, I'm gonna start doing my work. lagging far behind already! sheesh... gonna finish up math and literature homework by tml. then plan the project meetings for the next 2 weeks in the night. or whenever I'm free. I pray I get it done! tml will be work-day! gonna tuck in early tanight.
thought so much today... and everything is making me feel so lost... I miss the old-days... but I'm glad of who I am now. I so wanna plant a kiss on everyone's faces. and tell them that I love them so much! feel like I need to go somewhere... and free my heart. do whatever I want.
haha just read bingx blog... she's so ke ai can? oh dear... starting to miss her... anw, I forgot to mention, I was about to start doing sit-ups this afternoon so I laid on the floor on top of the exercise mat. guess what? I fell asleep on it! wahaha... lolx so xun right? kerazzie cow... muahaha... so sad... marco dardie can't be my official godpa. cuz he wouldnt be legal of age when I'm takin' my confirmation. aww man. aiya, heck it. he can be my daddy anw!
the dead one, 05:24.
gosh. woke up so early for that stupid "winning relationship" workshop. I'm so sleepy now! my eyes are shutting any moment. anw, mitch came over and she cooked instant noodles for me! wahaha... that's so corny... but yah, we laughed alot! watched 2 epis. of huan zhu gege and "anastacia". haha! what the hell? but it was rather cool... we ate so much I tell ya! we shared 2 packs of noodles, a can of curry, a few spoons of ice-cream, cornflakes and jelly! wahaha... man... we're gonna gain so much weight! but who cares? a healthy lifestyle is to eat all ya what and exercise! yeah! wahaha... when we were walking to the bus stop, there's this little girl who thought we were twins? sheesh! wahaha... crappy man... she asked her mum, "are they twins?" wahaha... waddahell? okok... enough of crap...
ya know, I can't help getting my mind of the "proposal". it's like, after so long... and he is still... AHEM! he said that it would have been easier to ask me 2 months back... but I seriously doubt. I dont even know if I was over [BJ squared] 2 months back. wahaha... that fool... he thinks he can win over every girl's heart... well, even if he can, he can't have mine. and he never had it anw?! hehe... so mean right? so why am I still thinking about it? I'm not gonna bother! haha...
ok, going to changi prison tml morning... and prolly be meeting marco dardie afterwards. I dont know yet! hmm... he's not replying my qns! prolly he hasnt planned on what he wants to do... or... he's gonna grab gabrial with him... argh that'll be freaky! wahaha... ok, wont let my imagination run any further.
the dead one, 07:46.
got outta house and caught "how to: lose a guy in 10 days" with amanda auntie and marco dardie... really laughed alot! man... I'm beat! walked so much today... and on top of it, daddy walks really fast! He makes his way through crowds like a snake... fast and sleek. if you know what I mean. haa, my brains are gonna stop functioning in awhile. ya know, daddy looked so cute today. haha it's crazy, I know! but I can't help pinchin' his cheeks and pulling his ears? haha I'm so mean... I even rubbed his tummy! wahaha... madness is invading my mind! duh!.. I dont know... I felt so attached to him that I wanted to plant a kiss on his cheek! just a daughter-to-father kiss. that is all! really... I still think whoever that will marry daddy will be very fortunate. hehe cause he's my daddy! duh? he passed me a MD with bsb and human nature songs. oh man... I was listening to "I promise you" on my walk back home, and suddenly I missed my old-self! it's like, the feeling was so overwhelming. it brought back my fetish over bsb! haha... I'm gonna post the lyrics! here ya go!:
It's in the silences,
the words you never say
I see it in your eyes,
it always starts the same way
It seems like everyone we know,
is breaking up
Does anybody ever stay together, anymore?
I promise you,
from the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again
With everything I am
ooh I see you look at me,
when you think I'm not aware
You're searching for clues,
of just how deep my feelings are.
How do you prove the sky is blue, the oceans wide?
All I know is how I feel,
when I look into your eyes
I promise you,
from the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again
With everything that I am ooh yeah
Oh there are no guarantees
That's what you always say to me
But late at night I feel the tremble in your touch
Oh what I'm trying to say to you,
I never said to anyone I Promise
I promise you,
from the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
(I do my darling I promise you)
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again
With everything I am I promise you,
from the bottom of my heart
I will love you till death do us part
( I love you I love you I love you I love you)
I promise you as a lover and a friend
I will love you like I never love again
With everything I am
You're everything I am oh yeah
With everything I am
tear? ya know, everytime I listen to it I'll feel so loved... I feel like I'm in a world of my own... with all the love that I need, a love that bears no jealousy. full of laughter and joy. happy.
guess that's the way I was... before I knew what love is really like in the world... all love is paradoxical. it's not wrong to love that way, but it just doesn't seem right to me. Jo told me once, that he hopes I stay the way I am. forever. so do I. I don't wanna have anythin' to change me. I miss everything I used to be and have. everyone who seemed close and now they've drifted far. I thought about the friends I groove with now and in the past, I sense the difference. there is no freedom in the joy I have with them. I don't know what's on my mind now... just wanna go to bed...
I just wanna tell the world that I love everyone that has crossed my way somehow.
the dead one, 09:03.
