wow. what an evening! met so many people: marg and cecillia, elvina, germain, colin, anne, marc, nigel, gabriel, rox, raphael, da ge, erica, joseph, michelle, faye, marcus, louis, shawn, alex, auntie amanda, therese, michelle ang, mandy, clarity, joan and some others I guess? really happening man. when I first got there, like everyone thought marco daddy and I were together? Fr fred said, "you wont find any quiet place here cuz it's packed." like what the... wahaha! sheesh man... we're not even holding hands can? ok, that's not the point anw. met faye and we like kinda chatted away, together with *ah ma*. hehe I'm not suppose to call her that. but I just do it to annoy her on purpose. wahaha! crap. faye really liked "I Will Survive" by cake. she was so excited! haha so farnie... then I found out that she got 3rd for talentime in VJ. sigh, wonder if I'll even get into the top 20 contestants. and she was so excited when I told her I wanna go VJ too! haha yah... it's really happening there. it's a place for me! ... and I realized she's quite like jiejie samantha. whoopx? after that, I hung around with like marg and cecillia and guess what? marg knows david! haha like whoa... everybody knows one another aye? haha what a small world... oh btw, it's faye's bday today: sunday. -WiNkX- she looked gorgeous tonight. wahaha forgot to tell her that. whoopx! then went to punggol park for supper... and da ge brought up the pinky finger thing. lol like faye would say, "shen jing bing ah!" wahaha... so stupid...
on my way home, I kinda felt upset about EB stuff... so was like listening to somethin. gonna post the lyrics:
"Bringing On The Heartache" by Mariah Carey
Gypsy, sittin lookin pretty
A broken rose and laughin' eyes
You're a mystery
Always runnin' wild
Like a child without a home
You're always searchin'
Searchin for a feelin'
But it's easy come and easy go
Oh ---- I'm sorry but it's true
You're bringin' on the heartache
Takin all the best of me
Oh can't you see
You got the best of me
Whoah can't you see
You're bringin' on the heartbreak
Bringin' on the heartache
You're bringin' on the heartache
Bringin' on the heartache
Can't you see
Oh
You're such a secret
Misty eyed and shady
Baby, how you hold the key
Oh, you're like a candle
Your flame slowly fadin'
Burnin' out and burnin' me
Can't you see
Just tryin' to say to you
You're bringin' on the heartache
Takin all the best of me
Oh can't you see
You got the best of me
Oh can't you see
You're bringin' on the heartbreak
Bringin' on the heartache
You're bringin' on the heartache
Bringin' on the heartache
Can't you see
Can't you see
No
No
No ------------
You got the best of me
Oh can't you see
You got the best of me
Oh can't you see
You're bringin on the heartbreak
Bringin' on the heartache
You're bringin on the heartbreak
You're bringin on the heartache -------
Repeat
ok, scram.
the dead one, 11:15.
whoo... quite a happenin day aye? only found 3 sets of hy-ws on arman's table so the class couldnt get their ws. like so dumb lor! the bloody receptionist said, "umm the *whoever* is not around..." and straight away, I just shut her up by saying, "ok, thank you!" it's not as if she can't copy it for me ya know? sigh... humans are getting lazier by the hour! ok, then during science lesson, kt wasnt around either. was replying to zelll's letter and suddenly I heard the strummings of the guitar? so like kinda wondered who on earth was playing the guitar in the lab! haha... gee... so farnie... so went down and sat with constance. started singing to the songs she was playing... haha! so fun! think alot of them were surprised that I could sing? hmm... haha yah and ade.t likes my voice... whoo... right! feeling quite bhb o'ready. =P we sang "seek ye first", "at the beginning" and some chinese shit. couldnt even pronounce the words! blah... wahaha... had been looking forward to tonight... really really missed YIG peeps! intercession was so fantastic... like really really good! so many prayers were lifted up! and cal impromtu sang a chant? gosh! if I were her, I'd prolly start crying on the spot babeh! wahaha... yah, she's like so pro already... and there was this new girl, bridget? really sweet girl ya know? spoke to her and I think da ge and I made her laugh till she pengx! wahaha so cute... was telling da ge that I've been using my last finger to point at directions and objects. at a point of time, he said something and I pointed at him with that tiny finger lor! lol he laughed like mad... andrew too! blah... crappy man... now, andrew and da ge points with their last finger too! wahaha... that's farnie... ok, gotta snooze...
the dead one, 09:55.
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
ha! one more day to go... had been getting home late for the past 3 days. finally got to come home for lunch and snooze! wahaha not feeling cranky when I hafta do late night work anymore... lingling is growing up man! yeah! wahaha that was so crappy. work, work and more... WORK. fortunately, I'm one of those who has a life. and even when I dont, I'll keep searchin'. wahaha really... imagine if I'm a loner... oh man! life will be so dreaded... ... ... ...
had been feeling rather hyped these days but just lacking of #1 factor: free soul. my heart's so heavy and I know that if I do not repent soon, it's gonna come out from my ass, and to my feet. havent been to a confession for more than a yr! can you imagine?! I'm so gonna confess my sins this weekend... but, I'm asked to go for the bbq this saturday... sigh! yeah, I'm caught in this dilemma again! I had been really looking fwd to confession, ya know? but some peepS came around and asked me to go for the bbq... darn! oh well, I'll prolly go for confession on saturday and promise to hang out with david on monday. how does that sound? it's kinda cool to me... but, will he be free? aiyo! we've got a lifetime to moon around... and I wont forget the lunchie... haha deal! so, typing an entry helps to solve dilemmas aye? haha... gee!
am kinda missing YIG peeps... argh... tml night! haha... can't wait... OH MAN!!!
the dead one, 08:07.
STRESSED
it's only the second day of school and I've got tonnes of hw piling up... really think I shouldnt go out tml. it's like, everything's NOT DONE.
hung out with the girlfriend-clan tadaEe! they were: xj, zelll, yatty and toii! haha... yatty and xj seemed ali'l unhappy... hope they're feeling ok now... =) zelll, toii and I each got necklace from "bits and pieces"! haha and we had our nickx engraved on the pendant... like so kewL! I like it alot alot alot, ALOT! haha... going kerazzie... then like, gotta know about the sy-thing. that jerk, if I see him, I'll punch his nose and kick his balls! like so bad to my *girlfrind a.k.a mei* can?!! haix... well, zelll just gotta take it as a lesson... afterall, we ALL did warn her about sy... ok, that sounded so contradicting to what I said earlier. but anwx, she got herself smth tadaEe! so I gues she's happy... haha... crappy man! Arman's lesson was like DARN cool... was doing chapt8: Strikes and Riots. then we kinda talked aout communism and all that jazz... the best part was, he called "Mao ZeDong" as "Mao Sotong"!!! aiyo... lolx damn farnie... and he didnt give a damn about what's that guy's name of cuz... haha... geex! then he carried on nick-naming "Mao" as "Mao Ting Tong" and so-on?! ahahaha...
and well, gonna do lotssa work tml... prolly hang out with magz on thursday if I can... argh, feeling so guilty! =X
the dead one, 09:26.
HEY BOSLEY!
OMG. charlie's angels 2 was darn cool! laughed so hard man... haha! and finally realized how contagious laughter can get... cuz after the show, I was still chuckling away?! haha jb knows best! lalala... he was like, "aiyo!" wahaha... geex... going kerazzy! well, I'm super glad that I hung out and had a great time today. cuz apparently, tml will be the first day of semester 2. well, as much as I'm worrying and dreading school, I'm rather over that feeling already. gotta be ali'l more optimistic now. afterall, I promised to be brave? -WiNkX- and of cuz, it's parts and parcels of life that I make mistakes. *sigh* it's really quite freaky to step into servos's class knowing that I'm gonna be thrown out ya know? but I gotta keep in mind that, I'm not made to please everyone. so who cares if she's not pleased with me? ... ha! that's encouraging! bleargh... HELP!!! ya know, I've had quite a number of people telling me to give up on my post from the start. but I chose to stay. the only reason being, I want to get the experience and the one point at the end of the year. seriously, the post requires me to do much more than apparent. just because she's my ft. trust me, it would have been much easier i my ft had been ms teo, or somebody else. 2 things I gotta get in hand are:
1. priorities
2. responsibility
it's not that I haven't got enough of it in me. but I just require MORE of it. geex, I pray I get through tml just fine! cuz another day would help me get everything in order. I need prayers from everyone too. thnx. =)
guess the only thing that will keep me going now is what EB said to me last night. cheerios!
the dead one, 06:30.
