Friday, September 26, 2003
*sighs*
that alien-head confiscated my HP. brahdeehell. I was msging daddy half-way can? hmpff.
yeah yeah, it's my fault. should have known that he's been spying on me. argh! he's gonna pass it to servos, he said. how? she's gonna be utterly disappointed in me. she'll probably even reprimand me infront of the class on monday, and what am I suppose to do? I know. I must look really guilty and plead for her forgiveness. yeahs. that's what I gotta do. I'll do anything for my darlin'. I miss it. alot. :(
thought mummy would scream and lecture me for being so restless at this crucial time of the yr. but she didnt! so sweet... I was telling jenifer that mummy would ask, "so how?" and true enough, she did. wahaha! so expected. cos she's my mummy what... haha! mummy offered to lend me her hp somemore, when I only asked if she could lend me her simcard on sunday? wah... so good! she was really optimistic too. she was like, "maybe he'll return it to you on monday." hah but I doubt it.
yeahs, I hope I didnt upset her too much cos it's actually her bdae today. I havent even got her prez loh! *slaps myself* k lah, at least I've thought of what to get? :D yeahs, I'm gonna buy a necklace from bits and pieces and engrave smth. maybe smth like, "love, xl." OR "love you!" haha... I think I'll go with the first option yeahs?
oh wells, as upset as I was when I left the workshop, jenifer was really sweet! haha cheerios darlin'. :) lookin' fwd to see ya for the next 2 days. wahaha and I hope we wont fall aslp again. :P
the dead one, 04:18.
Sunday, September 21, 2003
sang at the mass last evening. followed by the short performance for fr richard's 10th aniversary of his priesthood. :)
fr richard's sermon was great. I was edified! he mentioned that everyone should have a child-like faith:
curiosity: every child is always in awe and wonder, and I should feel the same in God's creation.
commitment: no child would not acknowledge their parents after their request has been rejected. and I should not reject God if my prayer is not answered the way I want it.
courage: every kid has an in-made courage that helps them to grow and learn. I have to be curious about God.
credible: -forgotten-
charitable: to love unconditionally. :) *this is our trademark, momma! miss ya loads.*
mann. it feels like HE's livin' in me again! woohoo! I went for the same mass twice loh. haha! but it wasnt for the sermon. hehe!
I ponned cathechism today. =X was sitting at he backstairs talking to rese, jesse, sheena and nardin. blah then zell came along. haha! we went upstairs to wait for dardie, gabe, unkerer and to see mom. but then the first perosn that walked out was [that] girl. hmm it felt weird. I dont wanna dislike her, but I just dont know howda react. peer pressure! argh. then after we walked out, I saw nick, my cathechist. ok SCREAM!!! haha after that, 5 of us went to daddy's house and studied at the void deck. zell called clar and was like suaning like mad... so farnie can? she went blabbering so much and clar didnt even know who was it on the line! until I took over... kinda guilty for not stopping zell and still played along with her. cos I think unkerer must have been so embarrassed! sorry unkerer... flower? hahaha! and then, zell and I keep acting les! wahaha we were pretending to be T.A.T.U! haha so farnie. daddy was like, "I didnt bring you up to behave like that!" haha... gabe was jealous... blah...
ok, so I had fun. and I did 2 chapters of chinese. :) I deserve a pat. hehe!
the dead one, 06:43.
