it's not so much of a dilemma, but more of whether I'm gonna take the risk. I admit that the choices are more appealing than what's been offered to me. and if my appeal is granted, I wouldnt hafta be stuck in the same class as everybody-knows-who-they-are. I wont stand to be classed with them for another 2 yrs. they're simply insufferable to me. now, here's the twist in fate: even if I'm accepted into grp 2, I may not be given the science stream *which, in the first place, is one of my reasons for appealing*. ok, and if I dont, I'll be put into the humanties stream that is an uh uh for me?! but if I dont appeal, I prolly wont be able to take up A math! uh huh. screwed. why wont they make everyone take A math? it's gonna be useful ya know? sigh. whatever. everybody hates math.
anw, met up with mommy at abt novena at 2.++pm. I was late! ahh she was so angwee. :( yah was suppose to buy a CK slipper with her voucher. but we couldnt agree on a pair so we ended up spending a fortune at giordano. haha but I think it's rather cool. I bought the pair of jeans ah bu and I saw on tuesday! :) so happie abt that. yah I got another 3 racerback tee and mommy got a tee for herself. yay! at least I dont feel so guilty for making her send so much on muee. afterwards, we went over to Isetan to see the acessories at mtv style and kawaii. blah my mommy has got good taste sometimes. she chose this bracelet for me that has cupids and arrows-through-hearts. haha! so nice. love it loads.
*stomach growls* so hungwee now. gonna shop with jenifer again, tml. I doubt if I'm gonna be buying anymore stuff. hee! better not spend too much adey. :P blah am gonna go into the kitchen to kapo food!
the dead one, 03:12.
oh no, I overspent. tell me, what can I spend on with just $19 for the rest of the month? first on my priorities-list would be: food.
wednesday, 12 Nov
argh talk abt food! ah bu and I went Nooch for lunch, and omgawwsh. the food is mm mm mm mm MMM!!! haha you can bet on it. wahaha! the ambience was fabulous, I must say. good for a catching-up and sharing session. ;) but then again, the service over there is bad. tsk tsk. outta 5 stars, I'd only give them 1. how pathetic aye? guess it's only the waiter that attended to us. he was hilarious!
afterwards, we went on a window shop and grabbed tixes for le divorce. hehe seems like I spent quite alot aye? I bought slippers btw. and yes, I bought smth again! sheesh. and I still have lots on my list that I've yet to buy! help.
had fun anw! :)
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the dead one, 19:09.
| The Big Five Personality Test |
| Extroverted | |||||||||||||||||| | 78% |
| Introverted | |||||| | 22% |
| Friendly | |||||||||||| | 46% |
| Aggressive | |||||||||||||| | 54% |
| Orderly | |||||||||||| | 50% |
| Disorderly | |||||||||||| | 50% |
| Relaxed | |||||||||||||| | 56% |
| Emotional | |||||||||||| | 44% |
| Intellectual | |||||||||||||||||| | 74% |
| Practical | |||||| | 26% |
The Big Five is currently the most accepted personality model in the scientific community. The Big Five emerged from the work of multiple independent scientists/researchers starting in the 1950s who using different techniques obtained similar results. Those results were that there are five distinct personality traits/dimensions. Here are your results on each dimension:
Extroversion results were high which suggests you are very talkative, optimistic, sociable and affectionate but possibly not very reflective.
Friendliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately good natured, trusting, and helpful.
Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, reliable, neat, and ambitious.
Emotional Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, unemotional but possibly too unobservant of your feelings.
Intellectualness results were high which suggests you are very creative, original, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.
Overall, you scored highest on Extroversion and lowest on Friendliness.
the dead one, 23:47.
Mina rung me up! omg. after all these yrs? *screams* I could actually rmbr hr voice. but I was unsure, so I asked who she was. ahh! I missed her so much. now, I can inherit all mama's recipes from her. *sinister laugh* kor frenxis and jie will hafta be my g. pigs! hehe yay! btw, she says that I can go over to her employer's house to try her cooking! haha this is like a dream...
it's people like her, who makes it seem like mama is in my midst...
the dead one, 21:15.
Ur more suttle in ur hair style. U might like to be
curly or have hair with volume.
Witch Hair style would you have.
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the dead one, 20:22.
what can anguish do? ah, many things. it's an emotion that takes over the entire mind and soul of a body and erases all conscience. the thought is so overwhelming that it monitors every decision a person makes. it's like a drug that knocks you out for the night and when you sober in the morning, it'll be too late. the damage would have been done.
above all evil, rage is the factor of it's works.
the dead one, 06:49.
am supposed to be here blogging abt the happening weekend but it doesnt seem like I'm gonna write anything on that now.
enraged.
paranoid.
blown.
embarassed.
guilty.
guilty.
guilty.
I was pushing my luck, fanning the flames, whatever. where was my head? where was my mind? couldnt I think, despite the flaming rage?
yeah.
what have I become? a ragerholic? how could I let such foolishness come over me?
ahh yes. I'm a fool in all circumstances.
fluttering by just to poke my nose. wont do any help but create more trouble.
silly fairy//-
the dead one, 06:30.
