Saturday, December 20, 2003
ilu still. I dont know how I convinced myself for that one week, that I was over everything. everything for that 2 yrs of joys and woos. I've got a feelin' this is gonna be another silly post that I'm gonna blog, but I'm gonna do it anyway. I seriously doubt it's gonna do any harm to any of us. perhaps the worst is already done.
I find myself walking aimlessly t'ward nowhere these days. I do get the share of laughters and tears with everyone. but I'm starting to realize that I prollie do not have a significant throne in anyone. I just feel aweful knowing that I'm just there to share the crap and nvr to share the pain. some people have become more conservative, whereas, some stray away. people do not stay the same forever and I nvr seem to learn that lesson. yeah, I'm sentimental. a sentimental person like me will forever dwell in the sweetest memories and will nvr, I repeat, nvr, dare face harsh realities.
who says so?
ah. simple advices maybe harsh. but it's the best if I accept them.
the dead one, 07:52.
Thursday, December 18, 2003
hmm okay. the trick to this thing is to blog an entry and everything will take it's place! haha cool. I hope this is much gentler to the eyes, for those who has been complainin! wahaha.
ciaos. I'm gonna catch lotr with manda tan, matong and deb! yay yay YAY! you guys rawk my world okay? I miss you all so much! hahaha... cant wait anymore! I'm leaving in 3 min! haha... and I'm gonna catch the last part of the trilogy! it's been a yr can? wahaha mad mad MAD! I lurve everybody sho much.
the dead one, 18:15.
aiya! blogger sucks big time okay. I cant change the bloody bg pix! ): to hell with it mann. I wanna blog so badly but looking at the unchangeable pix turns me off! I have a nicer pix to put on can?
oh wells.
I think I'm losing my voice! haha now nessa will have company. d:
the dead one, 18:02.
Sunday, December 14, 2003
roars. I want that spongebob squarepants "stool" soo badly, that I dreamt of jie finding it for me! surely leh. omagawwsh. anw, I'll soon be off to camp and I am gonna pray that everything will run smoothly. o'right, that sounded a tad bit too solemn. haa! guess it's because I'm rweally dreading talentime. huge sigh. how? I'm gonna pray abt it later.
lalala
oh yah! I hope I wont fall sick like I did at ltc. sheesh. I'm not having enough sleep again! hehe yeah, I think I deserve to die. whoops. I was just exagerating. btw, I think I'm gonna have lotssa fun in camp! haa dont ask me why. it's suppose to be a fun-camp. duh?! haha okay, being ultra-lame o'ray-dee. "abit not embarrassed" leh.
had a crappy talk with manda tan mei mei last night. haha! :P blah. didnt realize how much I miss her till I spoke to her. infact, we arranged to watch LOTR together loh! yipee! hehe I lurve her sho much and I cant wait to see her on friday! hee. then she heard me sing alil'. haa so grateful okay! cos I think I was being soo bhb. *AHH CHEW!* excuse me. "God bless you" - zel would say that. hee. I think I'm gonna miss her at camp. I hope she cheers up alot more when I get back. sigh. it isnt very healthy for her to cry for 3 consecutive nights! will pray for her at camp too. haa! yeah yeah I'm the "holy nun". she always calls me that! blah.
o'righty. I'm done.
the dead one, 16:55.
